feeling a little better today, although still quite defeated and deflated.
i’ll leave the photo post up as it seems to reach a lot of people on an emotional level.
i have a lot of thinking to do, and a lot of stuff to face/figure out in the coming year (or half-year) before brad and i likely (not definite, but we are heavily considering) move out to Portland.
hopefully there aren’t too many more posts like that, though. while my anxiety/depression/borderline stuff sometimes gets very out of control, i’ve done well with it recently. last night was the worst it has been in a few months.
thank you all so damn much for your support and all the kind messages. i hope to answer some stuff today as i wasn’t at all in a place last night to respond to people.
here’s a calm cat for you to look at if you get upset at all today. i’ll try to do the same <3 he is actually pretty calming and distracting if you give him a chance.